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[30 May 2005|04:02am]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm bored...

I'm tired.

*sighs* These peaceful times sure do a number on the free time...

I wish someone would come entertain me.

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Oh I forgot... [04 Apr 2005|05:46pm]
Oh yeah...that last entry?

April Fools

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[01 Apr 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I'm free.

It was hard, but...now I'm free.

I'm sorry Hiei but....it had to be done. Maybe one day you'll understand.

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Feelings... [22 Mar 2005|01:04am]
(Post screened from Hiei)

I...I can't believe this.

I've gone soft. The little 3 Eye'd bastard is right. To be crying over something so juvenile...I...I just can't let this get me down. I got out of High School to avoid shit like this *laughs* and what do you know...it comes at me from some parallel, demon realm and some shit.

I mean, what the fuck? I..I dont get it.

These tears though aren't going to fix a goddamn thing. Yet they still fall..heh.

How dare him try to act like he's so fucking...superior. I can't stand shit like that. If he has a problem with me being who I am, fuck him. I thought the aloof and reticent were suppose to be drama free. How is it I deal with his shit and he has a *problem* with me acting who I am?

I mean what the fuck? I won't lie. I love Hiei. I care a lot and like him *as he is*..but... maybe I thought too highly of him...I can't let myself get hurt like this. I'm not gonna get fucked against my will.

Fucked against my will...

Bringing to mind...another thing. Karasu. I...I have to do something. Someone has to put that crow out once and for all. Maybe its the rage talking but have I ever been one to keep my head straight when angry...naw of course not. I need to settle this. I can't...I just dont know.

What the fuck is going on?

One person I oddly would like to see is Genkai...that old biddy might...help me sort through things. I miss her. Oh well...I suppose I could go visit her. But now....I will train. Train until my body just stops functioning. That will help.
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... [21 Mar 2005|11:55pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I just love how shit likes to start when I'm away. Damn...

I figured my rest wouldn't be as drama free as I like. Probably the pessimist in me, but call me crazy...I thought returning home was suppose to be stress FREE. Heh, I guess my mom coming home and not even recognizing me because she was too shit faced on vodka and soy sauce was an indicator of things to come. But hey...I guess you get use to it.

You know, at least when fighting demons and shit, matters are quite easy. Fight the the things trying to bite your head off and beat your face into hamburger, and then it's done. Job complete. Earth is saved.

But now this...I think I'll have to...discuss the nature of our partnership...

It's fucking crazy, I truly think dealing with a 7 personality mad man would make more sense than this. But well...you gotta do what you gotta do.

Hiei, we need to talk.

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Just an update cause Im bored [04 Feb 2005|12:54pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yeah....I would've updated sooner but I've been kinda...occupied here in Makai, and this laptop is runnin' low on juice (and sadly Makai hasn't developed outlets in caves and other dark places) so I have to limit my time on this thing. So yeah...I haven't been eaten yet...no tentacle monsters have violated me, and I met up with Hiei and everything's going well. Although we *are* kinda behind on getting back to Mukuro's...and Hiei's throwing a fit, since he says I'm the one lagging, LOL. Why in fact here he comes..uh oh...he's unsheathing his sword...and now his jagan is getting red...and if I want my laptop to not be a smoldering piece of ash I better end this. Ja!

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[21 Jan 2005|11:38am]
[ mood | blah ]

Well if this doesn't beat all.

Im actually going out of my way...to apologize.

Yep thats right folks, you heard right.

Here I am..alone...wandering around like a fucking moron... in probably the most dangerous place I've been...trying to visit '3 Eyes'...you know...only in Makai would going to see your angry lover with a big eye on their forehead be the norm...but I'll be damned if I don't get to talk to him...*sighs* I guess it was kinda immature (albeit funny...) to go into someone's journal and...leave interesting comments to people...but I thought "Hey..why not? It'd give Hiei something to laugh at later right?!" XD....Considering all the serious shit we've been going through, getting Kurama back and all.... Well I forgot...Hiei doesn't laugh (unless there's blood and screaming involved...)...and now I must've..'violated' his trust or something. Damnit. He's back working at Mukuro's again (and probably being sexually harassed worst than my mom when she goes to those weird clubs she likes...) so yeah...that doesnt make a 'happy' Yuusuke. More than likely he's probaby still pissed...and homicidal (but oh well..he is kinda cute when steamed, heh..)..but seriously...I dont like how he just...left and...not give me the chance to apologize. If he thinks Im just...letting him get away with that and stay mad, he's just stupid. Fucking stupid...heh..he thinks Mukuro's advances are bad? Im VERY tenatious when it comes to something that matters.

Great..now I sound like Reikai's greatest stalker...so fucking sue me. I miss him damnit.

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I'm alive, for the moment... [20 May 2004|12:19am]
...but if Hiei finds me, I'm one dead half-ningen.... I played a small joke by hacking his password, and typing a few things to Hinageshi and Shizuru... I think I'm going to hide out somewhere for a while so Hiei cant lynch me right away...
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[23 Mar 2004|09:37am]
[ mood | awake ]

From the sound of things, I'm going to avoid the temple for now.  From the sound of it, I don't think I want to be anywhere near the place. -.-; I heard Kurama woke up. Damned Karasu.... I couldn't hardly move during the whole battle. I mived to strike, but just couldn't push myself to follow through. I couldda finished him for good, but couldnt move....  Damn my weakness........


Next time.... I'm not going to freeze up.... No matter what....

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[03 Mar 2004|10:28pm]
I'm going. I don't give a damn who says no...
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[24 Feb 2004|10:25pm]
Well, Im back in the Ningenkai,after Keiko helped mem bandage my wounds, I passed out and left the next morning, or at least I think it was. I'm staying at Ma's, for now. I think after a day or two, I'm gonna go find Hiei, and we'll take off after that bastard and Kurama... Im afraid of going by myself. The last time I was this afraid, Toguro destroyed a building. I'm going, whoever wants to go, can, but I'll understand if you don't. Give me a couple of days, I need to heal at least some of my body...
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[22 Feb 2004|01:52am]
[ mood | sore ]

I feel so...worthless.....

Well, it seems that I am not dead afterall...

After I tend to my wounds, I'm gonna go after Kurama... There is no reason that he should be captive. I understnad that he did this so we would all come back to life, but he has no idea what he's in for....... Kurasu is not a gentle captor......

I can't go after them.... not by myself at least.....

If I go crazy in the next few hours, knock me out or something. I'm taking a few pain-killing meds for the wounds I got in the fight with Kurama......

If I dont Ill pass out from pain soon......

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[19 Feb 2004|07:16pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

...Damn it! Fuck! Hiei is dead. Damn that Karasu!! ...Jin is also dead, he didn't fight like he fought with me during the Ankoku Bukutsukai, it looked....machanical from where I was. Kurama won, and from the sheet if I remember correctly, I fight Kurama tomorrow..... DAMN!!! >.<

Touya watched in horror as Jin was killed, I know how he feels. He forephited...... and entrusted me with making sure that those bastards go to hell in a handbag............ But now that Hiei lost and died, it seems that Kuwabara's death was in vain..... damnnit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this feeling, the knowing that I'm fighting Kurama tomorrow....... I can;t afford to lose, but I'm afraid of winning....... damn that Karasu to the 5th circle of hell........

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[17 Feb 2004|12:10am]
[ mood | crappy ]

well, this is fucked up. they had Kuwabara fight Hiei, and Kuwabara lost. What wasn't said was the loser dies.... i guess it had to be one of the two.... its a shame that he never got to stomp me into the ground... damn these bastards...

on a lighter note, Hiei did save Yukina-san. so Kuwabara's death wasnt in vain......

my first fight is with the inventor Suzuki.... I prolly better focus on that instead on everything else...

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[15 Feb 2004|01:21pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I sure picked a fine time to go to the Makai......


Ill try to find a way to the tounament grounds.

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[10 Feb 2004|05:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

well, I finally got a new laptop, fortunatly it didnt cost me too much. only 3000 yen to the security guard so he didnt say anything. well at any rate, I have a laptop now and will be posting a bit more often. the librarian asked me to leave when i went to the library yesterday cuz last time, i made the little kids cry. -.-; you know sometimes i wish i wasn't part youkai. but im not going to get into that. no sense in it. thinking hurts too much. i think i might take a trip back to the Makai and see how Hokushin is doing. Then i might wander around Makai for a while. I donno what to do, it's too boring here in the Ningenkai.... I will go see Keiko and Shizuru, Kurama, Kuwabara, and Hiei for sure. and if i have time, ill go see Botan and Grandma.

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It's about time... [26 Jan 2004|12:10am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

someone has stolen my brand-new laptop that i just bought..... if someone wernt in charge up there, someone else would be dead. im in the library right now, typeing this. i was gonna stop by and see keiko earlier sometime, but when i went to go in, i seen shishiwakamaru and co. in there talking so i figured not to bother them. I did see that Juri and Suzuki have arrived. i think im going to visit ma tomorrow, i hope thats ok. ever since that fight with those youkai with the thingy the Toddler was looking for, everyone been on Shizuru's case... Why? i dont see no harm in her going to look around, if she really needed something, she wouldda asked for it. or at least i think she wouldda.... gah! stupid librarian... i need to go, im scaring the little kids in the 'childs reading' section right next to me..... im gonna go look for that bastard that stole my laptop, or steal a new one....

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Ok everyone it was an accident but.... [31 Dec 2003|01:40am]
[ mood | sore ]

I did it. I spiked the punch, but only cuz I was already half-drunk from Ma and her stupid friends. >.

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[22 Dec 2003|10:50am]
[ mood | lazy ]

ok update (finally)...

First off I know you all want a reason for my lack of posting.... I am lazy... and havent thought about posting since we got back from the Makai cuz I am still paranoid about the whole 'Girls Night Out' thingy... and since that has already happened, I think i will be safe posting.....

second.. shop owners are stupid fools... I swear I have to disguise myself everytime i go into a store so I can at least get someone a decent christmas present... without stealing...

and third... When I finaly got 'round to posting... my laptop went missing.. so I had to commendeer one from a store. I finally ended up stealing Hiei's.. although he is a hard person to get it from...... i heard there's going to be a bash at someone's place... When, where and how much should i bring?

o yeah.. thanks Kurama for telling me about my Youkai form before we crossed the gate, I would have looked great for Halloween, but that was a couple months ago.

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[16 Nov 2003|01:33pm]
well, Kurama and Hiei are here. Kurama told me that my ma wants me to come back to my ningenkai home for the holidays. I don't think Hokushin would like me leaving, especially with my old man being gone and all. But to hell with it. I'm going. I told Kurama that I will be going back. After he arrived, Hiei just disappeared and I haven't seen him. Kinda wanted to talk to him. Hope he isn't mad at me. well, off to pack my bags and head for the ningenkai.
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